Second one.

Unfortunately, I haven't received my Call, yet.
I'm waiting on pins and needles for it.
It's driving me crazy!
I just want to know where I'm going.

I'm stoked to serve,
but heart broken to leave.
Preparing for a mission,
you go through a mishmash of emotions.
I am so excited to serve my Lord!
But, I'm so sad to leave my family and friends.
But, I know it's worth it.
And it's not forever.
It's strange, really.
I think what's helping the most, is
thinking about seeing everyone for the first time again.
Meeting my family at the airport.
Seeing my friends.
HUGS ALL AROUND.
I know I'm going to grow so much.
It's hard to imagine how much,
I've grown so much in just the past year...
I can't even comprehend the experiences I am
going to have!

I want, whoever is reading this, (which is probably like 3 people haha)
to know how much I love this gospel.
It is the world to me.
I would be in such a dark place with it and my Saviour.
I stand all amazed at the love He has for us.
To die for us.
That...THAT is something I can not comprehend.
That much love.
He gave His life.
God, our Eternal and all powerful Father..
He gave His son...
He watched His child suffer.
I can't even...

I want to bare my testimony of missions.
I haven't even gotten my call yet, and I
know that it is one of the greatest things.
I want everyone to go.
I understand it's not for everyone..
but it could be.
The spirit you feel just preparing is so
beautifully strong..there's no words.

The Book of Mormon is true.
I am so grateful everyday, that
Joseph Smith sacrificed so much to
translate it and to restore the gospel.

I will never deny the truthfulness of this gospel.
I love it, and my Heavenly Father and Savior.